Day 20 - looking back

The screensaver on my Mac displays the photos on my hard drive.   I set it by accident really but it's been a blessing.  I find the girls crowding around my computer often, viewing the photos.   It's funny how they 'miss' everything they see.  They want the twins to be babies again, to move back to an old house, to find an old stuffed animal...whatever they see.

I do the same thing.  I see something or am reminded of something that I used to have and want it back.  I may not have even appreciated it then but now that I don't have it, I do.  I miss the days when the twins were babies even though I never slept and life seemed so incredibly difficult.  Today may even be difficult but one day I'm sure I'll want this time back as well.  Appreciate, appreciate, appreciate.  I need this reminder often.